I want to laugh at my own jokes again 

I want to wear what makes me feel beautiful

I want to smile at my own childish thoughts 

I want to sing, as if I could actually sing 

I want to dance in the streets like I used to, as if no one is watching

I want to draw with colors that I dreamt of 

I want to feel alive again 

Feel like time has slowed, and I can do this, I can live

I can breathe

I can, and right now, 

I do